voices in my mind

mother always tells me to go to school
but I feel i am just another fool
i go there every morning to be smart
you dont believe me, but im trying hard

i see those nerds around me talking
all i want is to not stop walking
away from there
i dont feel safe
anymore

voices in my mind are whispering loud
because of them i dont hear any sound
i see all surronding short legged lies
always when i look in their beady eyes

i take the book from a shelf
i want to be all by myself
reading first lines from the very first page
im all alone in my binding iron cage

im another lost common hulk
sitting in the corner, grim and sulk
wobble back and forward, send out silent sound
no one cares, no one listens, just walks around

i want to be so happy and i want to smile
maybe in a next life, put my corpse on a pile

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