pink handshake

upcoming another pathetic feast
the one, i always feared the most
society looks to me like beast
i feel suckered, abandoned and lost
shops are floating in red colors
so is my mind, blood before eyes
people around in sweet odours
i am sick, not ready to rise
only feast, when you need a mate
someone, who you can say that phraze
year by year alone with my hate
ending in cute pink hearted maze
when i'll find my allied soul
i hope, she'll understand
what makes into my heart hole
and walk away hand in hand

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