I ...

today, i want to talk
but im burried deep inside my shell
all i can do is walk
away from you, away from myself
i want a simple hug
say you thousands of meaningless words
im just a human bug
ravelling like some freaking math nerds
all that i touch and taste
turns to burning ashes of failure
to show im only waste
all alone on sea, the last sailor
i want to gain respect
but all that i say seems like a phrase
signing devils contract
talking to god, saying my final praise
my soul is being damned
i dont care for nothing anymore
finnishing my life rammed
leaving this world without a sore

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