Soul is down

It\'s written fast when I was really down...

I feel sad, it's not bad yet.

Is it true or false
everything around me is worse

My life lays before me
So much days I will taste
But bitter days it will be
I know
I know as many before me

I hate the world where envy rules
I hate you and you

What have I done I have to endure this
Why the best friends betray you
and they butcher, on gold tray, you

In the end of mine
Nobody will miss me
All the more i will enjoy the kiss of death

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