Not until you come across (8-3-99)

So I made it, won over myself
Came out with the light in my heart
Saw the spring come to my life
Until again I was torn apart.

Be blessed you that brightened my life
Be blessed before I crucify you
For I was turned down again
And now I defend myself, I really do.

Hear me roar as I curse your name, Love
And the thing I am to receive is the sword
Back on lonewolf's path again I go
For this time I'll be the only my lord.

And do you remember the feelings
Watching the Sun go down I had?
I thought it's color was the pink of love
But now it's to me bloody red...

So now I put on my mailcoat of steel
That prevents me to suffer any loss
I don't say I don't want to see you again, Love
But not until you on your own come across...

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